Saturday, 8 March 2008

FRANKLY MY DEAR, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN...


I would like to know why is it that if you are of a different race, gender or personal choice of the majority you immediately find yourself with an handicap and thus a victim of society?Whats more , why is it that that majority ends up believing such bull?I mean...i had this person that pointed out the fact that she was(is) a woman and as such she should be treated differently...and they believe so...i had this one that decided that i am homophobic and even another that told me that i was surely a racist because i was demanding to much of him...Now...you might think that a person with such an aggressive nature as mine and a perfectionist at what ever i do (if at least to hide my physical faults) is probably all of the above, but i would beg to differ...what i am is a person that believes in equal opportunities and believe that there should be nothing that prevents people celebrating that equality...undoubtedly "liberte,equalite et fraternite".
I cant stand those people that demand equality and then demand to be treated differently because theyres is not the conventional way...
There should not be a place for self-discrimination these days...and the more fools we are to allow that to happen.
Enforce diversity and force equality!Dont expect political correctness
Querem igualdade?Exigam-na e enforcem-na

Friday, 7 March 2008

on a entirely different subject...


Narcissistic?why?
You know you want me!!

ONCE UPON A TIME


Shall we dance then princess?
Shall we make do with the distance that pushes us apart and someday in a near future go and say:"it has only made us stronger!"?
Shall we forget that the night is upon us and indeed the light will guides us to a better place?
Or shall we just pretend that really...nothing ever happened, and dream a long sleep again?
I wouldn't like that, would you?
Afinal, que Senso faz a vida sem A ter?

Thursday, 6 March 2008

Rotten to the core


Procuring perfection on ones own attitude towards life is hard enough.
Where do you go when you try to instill mannerism onto people?
I saw this piece on the newspaper today...This lady was tanking this other person on the whatever bus number in our capital, for not telling, on the phone, what had happen to his finger that was grossly mutilated;and then you wonder...there are still other people like that out there...
I can we not be more?It ethics, mannerism,its life with society...its not blending in...i standing proud to be different...different on your core values...it is not being continental, ethnic ,gay...is about the way you live your life and let others live...
But there is always a rotten apple...
Nows a days, you wonder were the good apple is on this basket full of worms???
Lets just wait for another 7 days...it does say so on the label
E comer o pao que o diabo amanc,ou

Tuesday, 4 March 2008

Beat that joy...


A cold night just got warm...football IS one of the things that give joy to people...we can share the glory of winning and we use it as our own.That's what makes it all worth it!
You became a winner just because you are a ARSENAL SUPPORTER

Go on you goonners


No matter how philosophically you see life...
Arsenal's playing to win tonight
Go on you goonners

Monday, 3 March 2008

Nao ta chovendo mais dinheiro


We are all in for a helluva year...

There is no changing whats connected


Its late night, you close your eyes and wish about dreaming...the weight of your eyes becomes unbearable and the flash on your brain makes you know that you are about to enter another dimension...you can only wish the rest...and still the same dreams,granted, with nuances but still the same dream...It has been 9 years and still that dream persists!There is no changing whats connected!
You get stressed,you are worried and on those nights the recurrence of thoughts is all but the same;and then you are taken to this exhilarating time of your life but also a hurt full one;it is because the dreams and the actual reality inter twain...for it is all connected and you again feel scared,worried and have no idea how to play the politics of life...talk about weaving tangled webs
Sem pendura,que a vida ja me foi dura para insistir na companhia

Saturday, 1 March 2008

Gargantas e gargulas


People are funny...
For some reason they always seem to think that they're the holders of truth (yours truly inclusive)...there are no shades of truth but there are always 3 versions of it...mine,his/hers and the absolute one.
Still, sometimes, that truth has to take sides.It is not en ought that truth is disambiguation itself.It,sometimes, has to be assertive towards a comum goal...that's when it gets, not bent nor distorted but in accordance to a greater good...that's when you lose, i guess, your innocence and comply with the "man"...
That is when you see that although you are cruising trough this existence you have to comply to a lot of its bullshit so to be part of it...I've seen the other way
E para que continuar na rebeliao quando ela deixa de fazer sentido?Nao e logico fazer-se parte da equacao para poder resolve-la?
O tempo da garganta ja se foi

Thursday, 28 February 2008

What to do with a problem like prozac?


back to the ethics problem...it does get to you...and now,not even prozac can help you...you spend the hole day with that long face and just dreading the moment when you get in to the subway and then get to Barons Court...it was halfway trough it...and somehow the 2 hours seemed far lesser and ,paradoxically, far longer!
Now you get them all thinking they are the only ones and the rest of the world just a figment of my imagination...(and still you are far)...
deep down i resent you for being there and not being there, as well i do to them all...a lot of demons!I got to gets me in a meting...

And smile again

I know You are out there


Still...i have faith...

Critique of pure reason


É só no domínio da moral que a razão poderá, legitimamente, manifestar-se em toda sua pujança. A razão teórica tinha necessidade da experiência para não se perder no vácuo da metafísica. A razão prática, isto é, ética, deve ao contrário, ultrapassar, para ser ela própria, tudo que seja sensível ou empírico.
How can people chose to live against one of the fundamental laws of civilization?
I mean...even a murderer looks for empathy on is cause but there are some people that just disregard ethics...these people are just the cause of the world's problems...
I am in a "i hate the worlds" day!

Tuesday, 26 February 2008

We all need faith


If God had a name,what would it be and would you call it to His face if you're faced with Him and all His glory and if God had a face,how would it look like and would you want to see,if seeing meant that you would had to believe...???
And still things happen...
And we get close

Monday, 25 February 2008

Is there inevitability??


Once the wheels are set on motion,can we not stop it?
Are there no breaks?
I guess you would stop in time if that was to happen!
And still you cant help wanting stuff to be the same.
Eu penso que ha passos que podem ser retificados...mudados nunca porque ja avancamos demais...Independencia do Kosovo?A Uniao Europeia a seguir um rumo de autocracia federada.
E eu a sonhar com os bons velhos tempos...

O dono da chave da casa-de-banho...


Keys to the business???perish the thought!?!Surely not me...or will i?
All and all the time is fast approaching...i will have to decide!Its not that is difficult...is just that once taken that step, there is no going back...a lot to process!But not all is about the money...i know that now and still i wonder...Comfort zone?certo mas uma zona de conforto que eu aprendi a estender...e um passo sem retorno...nao ha retorno...Its like somebody playing the lotery every day until you get rich then losing all your money and then playing the lottery again until you get rich...nao faz sentido...se avancar nao posso recuar!
But you got to admit...this guy really knows how to speak to people...motitional?maybe...psycological?absolutly
And then those retched keys

Sunday, 24 February 2008

I will make a lousy invalid


There is no way i want your help...i abhor being treated when sick...i hate the condescending attitude that comes with they're knowledge of me being ill...I cant stand being helped...i do not bear the thought of not being good enough...i AM so screwed...how to overcame this?
I guess that's what marriage is all about...guess that's got be it...i mean...i doesn't work in relationships...no,no,no...on those...you don't even have an ass to shit...let alone being sick...fragile,weak,helpless???
De profundis clamavi ad te Domine

Saturday, 23 February 2008

Maninha fez anos


Happy birthday sis...Moms the WORD

where am i right now??


Where speculation is concerned...will we find a theory of everything???Does dark matter exist,and if so, what is it???Will i ever be abble to do more than believe that we aall interconnected?
String theory or strings attached???

Thursday, 21 February 2008

On the frying pan...Mr GAY UK


Hey Salome...
There was this couple,yeah(?),on the tube,yeah(?),and they were kissing,yeah(?)...
i didn't felt confortable,either,innit?

Wednesday, 20 February 2008

Year of the tiger


Nem cabras nem viados...
Nem outros bichos animados...
Sou do ano do tigre