Sunday 24 February 2008

I will make a lousy invalid


There is no way i want your help...i abhor being treated when sick...i hate the condescending attitude that comes with they're knowledge of me being ill...I cant stand being helped...i do not bear the thought of not being good enough...i AM so screwed...how to overcame this?
I guess that's what marriage is all about...guess that's got be it...i mean...i doesn't work in relationships...no,no,no...on those...you don't even have an ass to shit...let alone being sick...fragile,weak,helpless???
De profundis clamavi ad te Domine

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