
Don't seem to be able to disperse this sense of "lacking".
Don't even know what I'm missing but these haven't been joyful days lately.
And i am ready to burst out.
Thoughts of a guy that haven't seen much around the world but been serving bits of existence to people from all over... You would think i woul've settle down by now...after all, experiment was all i ever wanted...but still they persist...every day is a new day...look at this guy yesterday...you would think hes a tough man...and saying goodnight and goodbye he says...''goodbye but its not a good night...my son's very very sick''...and there i go again...what more of existence do i not know????