GREEN GROCER

Words???No words...
enough said



Palavras para que???
Ta tudo dito

GONE

A cock and bull story

No matter what i do there seems to, invariably, be something in the middle that does not permit me to get to the nevralgic point of the situation that i am trying to handle.Hence, i tend to have to negotiate my position, although i really shouldn't.
BUT I AM A LOUSY HAGGLER.
NO BARGAINS FOR ME, EVER

NOSEY

I've tried everything...
And my right nostril is still congested....
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

still looking

No goddesses for me though...

BARNARDOS

This is probably one of the most shocking videos i have ever seen.

http://www.barnardos.org.uk/what_we_do/children_in_trouble_campaign/children_in_trouble_online_ads/break_the_cycle.htm

Este e', talvez, o mais chocante video que alguma vez eu vi.

HATE

in such a mood, i really should avoid aggressive environments...
But music...oh...the music...got to waste energy somewhere...dissipate it.
I'm hitting the walls.

AWKWARD

FUCK...I'M DEPRESSED

SATURDAY NIGHT FEVER

Spent the night alone, then.Can you guess what hurts?

Passei a noite sozinho entao...adivinhem onde doi.

THE WALL

It is for me that i do these things.
It is so that i conclude rather than dwell on them.
It is not that i am selfish is that am i coherent on what is suppose to be done and the "laissez-faire" attitude is never in demand.
Take everything seriously so that you can relax when faced with all the variables.
Set the world free, set it soul free, let it inquire about and philosophy over existence without creating barriers because you don't think your grass is as green as your neighbours.
TEAR DOWN THE WALL.
AND DON'T KEEP NONE OF IT AS A MEMENTO!

REVOLUTION COMPADRES

Regardless of what you do, the upper hand seems to be always with the one that holds the institutionalized power.
It sucks but the fact the matter is it all goes like that Clash's song:
"I FOUGHT THE LAW AND THE LAW WON".
I'll persevere,though.It seems small battles can be won.

A MINUTES SILENCE

I wanted to comment on baby P.
But that would mean me doing politics...
AND I DON'T DO POLITICS,right?
The expression of my opinion will be conditioned to whatever judgement i currently have about the all situation.
That is why is such a good thing trials take that long regardless of the fact a person admitted their own guilt.
A period of reflection and of cool is then demandatory.
Till then dear baby
R.I.P.

SUMMER TIME and the living is easy...

Crazy country...
Freezing outside and still you can buy these.
THAT'S GLOBAL WARMING FOR YOU

CURIOUS GEORGE

It is not ,nor has it ever been, that i am complicated.Is that i am curious.You cannot expect to unveil tiny things and expect me to settle with it.I don't do that.I need more, i need to know.
That is my purpose in life.That is what makes me happy.That is the nature of me being.That is my very soul.
And that i've to content myself with crumbs given is not what i consider to be a good thing for me.
One can reason that i let myself down not taking full advantage of school.I don't quite see it that way.I've been through journeys of learning that i've to be found most academic.There are other things that dangle on my inquisitive mind.
SO DON'T EXPECT ME TO STOP ASKING WHY??
IT FILLS ME UP INSIDE.

IN VINO VERITAS...in my case any old excuse will do

Even lions don't say all what they think, in whichever situation they are in, or, for that matter, any state of mind they are in.
Why do i find it hard to measure my words?
Another week gone by and i still lock horns.
If only i could not be so passionate...
(it has been a low week!!!)

YES I KNOW, THANK YOU VERY MUCH...

Studying, observing...
Not just the human condition but the whole of it's soul...
So it really shouldn't come as a surprise it's reactions.Granted it varies a bit from one to another but the basics are almost similar.There are unwritten rules that are obeyed although not conscientiously.
What freaks me out is the fact that knowing this, i still react exactly like the majority.It's knowing whats wrong,but willingly pursuing that course.
ITS CALLED STUPIDITY.
NOT DEPRESSION.

STILL WATERS

How would you people think that i wouldn't know?
How is it possible that having a complicated life is still not enough for you that you find a need to talk about others?
And if that wasn't enough you still make a fool of yourselves and you don't know it...
Man alive, you are good enough for this group!

MAD ABOUT THE...BOY???

I've done me shame. Above all i disbelieve myself on why i was so forth willing to divulge ungentlemanly comments about a girl.It was not because i was absolutely crazy about another one, i was just because i am that mean. Well maybe people where mistaken, i am not God's gift to women. Do i believe that? HARDLY.

I won't let the sun go down on me...

Was, as always, on countdown...
Still i know that the more eager i am, the longer it seems to take.
E=MC2
Why do i realize it and still persist with the exasperating stubbornness of wanting time to go as fast as i think it?
Arghh...it's human nature, it's human weakness.
I NEED REPROGRAMMING,PLEASE

RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE

Muddy and difficult paths i have to walk in order to get to where the sun constantly shines.
At the moment is this apprentiship.I am doing all i can to avoid it but i know i have got to finish it and rap it up, in order to go to other things.
Why does boredoom consumes me if i can't convey my message.I should be looking for other ways to do it.
Meanwhile, i join the system.
I DON'T WANT TO BEAT IT.
I JUST WANT IT TO WORK!

DALAI LAMA

Improve the patient requires someone who made us poorly and will allow us to practice tolerance says the Dalai Lama...
Obviously this man is a far better equipped one than me, to endure the absurdities of the world.Sure i don't want all to be perfect as i then would understand the concept of perfection but i am really not able to endure constant incompetence and failure without major repercussions on my state of mind.And negative ones at that.
HOWEVER DO I MANAGE?
I know how i used to but really don't wanna go there no more...




Aprimorar a paciência requer alguém que nos faça mal e nos permita praticar a tolerância diz o Dalai Lama...
E' obvio que este homem esta' superiormente equipado para lutar contra as vicissitudes do dia a dia no oceano de estupidez e fracasso que eu nado diariamente, sem que ,com isso, se reduzo 'a lastima que e' o ser-se vencido pela impaciencia.
COMO E' QUE EU HEI-DE GERIR ESTA SITUACAO?
Eu sei como o fazia antes, mas nao e' um lugar que eu deseje voltar a ver...

TEACHER, TEACHER, CAN YOU TEACH ME

I've learned something today...
I'll tell you all about it later.

Take two of these...

A few friends of mine have been facing break ups.
Some were married, some have been contemplating it, some have just been together for a long time.
Obviously they are all suffering.The degree of suffering, i bet, is the same.It's more of a problem the "how to" handle it.
I mean, we've all been there and we all faced the same feelings particularly ,on relationships that have been long, never mind who breaks it up ,the pain is the same.
I do not miss the pain...Hell no.
But i sure's hell miss having the choice.
It's kinda hard when you are single, thou!

Chili con Carne at night

photo by Andrea Gamba

i'm sick to my stomach

STAND UP AND BE COUNTED

So here's the thing.
You travel from on A to Z stopping in every single station in-between.Half way trough it there's this older person coming in.Now you're faced with a dilemma.Should you get up and give up your seat regardless of the fact that you are going to spend the rest of your trip standing up and fighting for an inch of breathing space, even thou that person could be off on the next station, or do you continue sitting down and pretend nothing is happening?
The choice is conditioned from the start and you are always going to be biased because if you do give up your seat you will regret it in two seconds (for that is not a person that desperately needs it) and the longer you stay seated the longer you feel disturbed.
The person is imposing on you, innocently, even if she doesn't know it.
I contend that on the London underground system is dog eat dog.
This is a city where millions use the public transportation so although good manners are never lost, chivalry on the morning or evening rush hour,is dead and buried.
SO PLEASE,STAND UP AND DON'T LOOK AT ME!!




A coisa e' a seguinte.
Nao e' que o cavalheiro em mim esteja morto.As boas maneira nunca ocupam espaco.Afinal "noblesse oblige" e, nos, os Abreu dos Santos somos assim(!!).Mas debato-me com a pressao de ceder o meu lugar ,no metro cheio, a esta senhora de meia-idade.Nao sei se saira na proxima estacao, ou seguira' curso ate' ao final como eu.O facto e' que ja' se impos em mim, inadvertidamente ou nao.
A minha contencao, e' , pois, que no sistema de metro ,sobrecarregado, londrino, e' um mundo de cao e como tal o cavalheirismo esta' morto e enterrado.
ASSIM SENDO, FACAM O FAVOR DE CONTINUAR DE PE' !!

Nature's Lullaby

It has been a autumnal day.
There's no sadness involved, but melancholics.
And it so invites to sleep.

familiar sight

SOCRATES???

Perfection is overrated...
and yet i seek it, for my own personal harmony.

COGITO, ERGO SUM

What are the odds of finding true love in the world,says this observer???