Bush's army

down the PIPEX

arghhhh...
Just got home to see that the new contract that i redid with my phone company in order to save some £££ cost me an 800% increase on my bill.
Whatever you do people NEVER subscrive with PIPEX.
They are the tomb raiders of the 21th century

FUCKERS

Infamy, Infamy, they've all got it in for me!!!

Hate to wallow in self pity, mostly because i don't do self-pity, but i need to vent out.I just don't understand how relationships work.I have no interpersonal-skills, i guess.The fact is that everybody seems to want a piece of me.Mind you,i have no quarrels in helping people.But they seem to hold a grudge on that.This is not conspiracy theory. It's just the way i see things. Obviously, others will see it differently and i seem to lose myself philosophying about all but diplomacy.
I need change from the environment that i have set myself on. Minnows, the lot of them.And so i sell myself short.Challenges is what i need, not daggers.
Like Abraham Lincoln once said :
"If i was double-faced would i be using this one???"

The Parliament,TFL,TRG,tutti-frutti...

day light robbers....

wherever i go!!!

What do i do with it, then??

Got to get away from there

The city...

And me away from the chaos.

Excellent day off

Eco over Voice

Consider this, if you will.

What if all we discover presently has been discovered already in the future...

Einstein's trains weren't true just when he discovered it, right?

So it has always been.If so then the past is all that the future has been.

Who says time is linear then?

Euromillions

I wont play it because i don't want it!!!

quixotic quest

Thought experiment...
Have you ever tried it?
Say that, for instance, ours is a bubble universe that by expanding meet another part of a must vaster one.
Where does God fit on this?
Break it down, because there is one thing that is certain...
THERE IS A GOD!!!

futurism

The placebo effect

Don't try this at home. Several times a day, for several days, you induce pain in someone. You control the pain with morphine until the final day of the experiment, when you replace the morphine with saline solution. Guess what? The saline takes the pain away.

This is the placebo effect: somehow, sometimes, a whole lot of nothing can be very powerful. Except it's not quite nothing. When Fabrizio Benedetti of the University of Turin in Italy carried out the above experiment, he added a final twist by adding naloxone, a drug that blocks the effects of morphine, to the saline. The shocking result? The pain-relieving power of saline solution disappeared.

So what is going on? Doctors have known about the placebo effect for decades, and the naloxone result seems to show that the placebo effect is somehow biochemical. But apart from that, we simply don't know!!!

Childish...i know...

Dude....Where's my bike???

Multi but not Parallel...

Until any setback the smart money will remain with the multiverse and string theory. "It has the best chance of anything we know to be right," Weinberg says of string theory. "There's an old joke about a gambler playing a game of poker," he adds. "His friend says, 'Don't you know this game is crooked, and you are bound to lose?' The gambler says, 'Yes, but what can I do, it's the only game in town.' We don't know if we are bound to lose, but even if we suspect we may, it is the only game in town."

Have no doubts...

Congratulations doctor!!!

I shall reserve this space for my sister's graduation ceremony!!!

Manual de como ser estupido...

Esquema bem montado

1 Logo a começar o dia e até ao final da noite, quem vive agarrado à heroína circula no largo da Plameira de Baixo, junto ao 'Bar Fonte da Palmeira'.

2 Ocupam o tempo nas conversas uns com os outros, fumando, tomando o café ou a cerveja, até que chegue a 'mercadoria'.

3 Os carros - das mais variadas marcas, cores e condutores - estacionam perto do Bar. Os condutores trocam breves palavras com o 'chefe'/traficante, recebem o dinheiro vivo, em notas, e arrancam como se nada tivesse acontecido.

4 O traficante, também consumidor, convoca normalmente dois ou três rapazes e acompanha-os ao bêco, lado esquerdo do Bar. É aí que consomem a heroína, num espaço de dez a quinze minutos. E voltam ao largo ou ao Bar, já saciados.

5 Por vezes, consomem a droga na casa desabitada de um emigrante em França. Saltam a varanda, várias vezes ao dia, e alimentam ali o vício como se da sua casa se tratasse.

6 Estão atentos à 'bófia', embora saibam lidar muito bem com as polícias.

7 O movimento de carros que traz a mercadoria é contínuo ao longo do dia. Até cerca das 21h30, o DIÁRIO registou seis viaturas diferentesa efectuar a entrega do tão cobiçado produto. Matrículas à vista de todos.

8 Chegada a noite, e alucinados pela droga, é a vez de desfrutarem do karaoke e da bebida do Bar. A música alta, indiferente ao impacto na vizinhança, mostra a festa que provoca a droga.

9 Alguns regressam a casa, atordoados e saciados. Outros fazem a maratona até a madrugada porque o negócio é rentável.

10 Os nome dos cabecilhas desta rede são falados, mas continuam a lucrar em liberdade, com o argumento judicial da falta de provas materiais. 11 A população, atónita e atada, vê a geração de jovens do Caniçal, até educada na catequese católica, a perder-se no vício sem ter consciência de que é uma caminhada para o abismo sem retorno.

12 Face à impunidade e à indiferença geral, o tráfico e consumo de droga no Caniçal alastram a olhos vistos. É dinheiro fácil que entra e morte certa de tantos outros.

Rosário Martins

?New bread???

Follow the link please
http://www.dnoticias.pt/default.aspx?file_id=dn04010202300409

three months and ticking...
today...a new lease on life.
I love my left hand side

How dare you CUT ????

How can anyone censor this???
Show it to the world!!!
Fuckers

For every being blessed with self awareness, comes the irrevocable question:
WHO AM I???

I don't get it.

Lately, it seems to me that my old girlfriends dislike talking to me. Even the ones that never were but there was this attraction.

The curious thing is that that realization comes after Saturday when i last posted on my blog. Now i no, that seldom they drop by to see anything i might have written, and what are the odds of them all coming over on Saturday???

Or is it that decided that they really they are better off without me?

Still, that would have be after Saturday. Or is the irony of the question posted, not lost on this conclusion?

Well anyway it is their prerogative.

Speak or not at least hope they don't talk ill of me.

CARMO

I was walking around today and it was that kind of a day.You know, a spring sunny and showery breezy day!!!All of the sudden i saw this girl and she reminded me of an old girlfriend.Probably the only one that i really thought about a future with. Anyway, the image and the remembrance persisted whilst i walked and i was wondering about the chances of meeting her there and then, in Crouch End of all places in the world. Ours was an acrimonious goodbye so i was thinking if it was her, would she say anything.

You know how it goes...in a day like this you already feel melancholic and then you obviously situations arise that make you ponder about where your life would be if you had taken a different route. 

My point is this, though.There i was with all these thoughts about her and all in my head and, as if to help the party, i see a double-decker bus passing by publicizing a new movie...WAIT FOR IT...

"Ghost of girlfriend past"

These are the things you can't make up.So i wonder.We have all these names to identify and define phenomena , like "deja vu" and what not.

SO WHAT DO YOU CALL THIS?

WHO

Now it's the suine flu

MENDEL VERSUS COMANDER DATA

I am so tired that i can't even write.
It's terrible.
Still i have to say one name.
Panayiotis Zavos...
HERO OR CRAZY-MONSTER?

A bit of both i would think but he is just taking the wrong way, i believe.

It's all about nano-technology.

How can you not love life???

minstrels

talk,talk,talk...
Got to remember that is only 5 more months!!!

21st century technology

No internet for a few days...
My modem past it's sell-by-date...
Couldn't make it up.

bang bang

Barack Obama publicly admitted ,or rather affirmed that over 90% of the weapons found in Mexico are U.S. built.
Is this not war???????
Over 90%.
How can this be????
It beggars belief.

SHUT UP

I was not wrong...

ME, MYSELF AND I

So heading over to work...The day is beautiful outside, flowers allover the place, sunny to dry up the soaky land from the rain of the last few days. Woke up to some mellow music and all seems bright. Over the sudden i remember...I'm gonna work with mister "don't care attitude" and mister lethargic.
Core...it's going to be a crappy day.
I does tend to happen, when i am in a good mood.It just comes to show you how life is never on a straight line.
Can i be proved long latter on?
SO HOPE SO.

WHY???

As any other person that lives in this London i ride the bus...
The double-decker one, of of them new shining ones that the mayor bought.There are, of course some steps to access the upper level and this guy started climbing them as the bus drove off. He wasn't holding the rails, so we came crushing down and fell on top of his arm. That must of hurt as hell. Still, on the other hand we had a roll-up cigarette that was half done.He just didn't let go of it. Kinda difficult to feel sorry for him.
As all around me does so, i can't help but to be inquisitive as to the fact that people seem to deliberately make life difficult both for them as to the next one. Sure, life is a challenge and that is the fun of it. When we all return to our previous state of chaotic quarks and electrons and the residual energy then elevates itself to the state of empiric knowledge we will then know better.
But it seems to me redundant the fact that you will acquire knowledge thru stupidity of actions.I mean, at the end you are not learning, you are simply a living protozoan, you are extant, you SUBSIST...but you do nothing...

AND THAT IS THE TRUE SADNESS OF AN INDOLENT MIND

IF I RULED THE WORLD...

I am not magnanimous...
I just put the seat up on a public toilet, i roll an extra time the towel so that the person coming after me doesn't have to touch on a damp cloth.I stand on the left so that others can pass me if they are in a hurry.I do these things on an eternal hope that someone else will do the same.
I gave the wrong directions on the subway today to an old woman.Actually they weren't wrong.I just told her to go to the first carriage rather than the last, by mistake.
I then proceeded my voyage until her stop in order to help her out.She's been in London for a few years but says people just don't care any more.
I guess i proved her wrong.
I do not expect a pay back or gratitude. My conscience just doesn't allow me to be any other way.
I can't change the world, i know.
BUT I CAN SURELY TRY TO DO SO!!!

Liberty

I just wouldn't like to be in his place.Still, i think he lost it. Silly old copper!!!

Softly breezing

My silent killer!!!

who am i?

I was watching "the Haunting in Connecticut"!!I do not watch horror movies as they are boring and noisy.Their cinematic aesthetics is non-appealing to me and i always found to see any purpose or message on the genre.
I have been light headed and dizzy.
Also overall thinkative about all things relating to religion, mind and the procrastination of relationships of amorous nature and it's consequences such as marriage and fatherhood.
Overall i would say i feel concern as to where to go.
I wonder, then, what role has the "abrupt" cessation of my medication to do with it?
I have started to smoke again.
I do not feel happy.

Nothingness

Today...
I used oxygen...
That was it.
Awesome day!!!

Ahoy me maties, karrrrrrrgh.....

I am not too sure which one is the most ridiculous...
The US navy dispatching almost a fleet and FBI units to Somalia because of pirates or the fact that was front page news all over the place.
I mean they short of sending aircraft carriers.I guess they don't want another "black hawk" down. The point is that it doesn't seem to phase them none.And no wonder.Pirates have got to be loving it, the cat and dog game against one of the most powerful navy's in the world.And they still winning.What are the Americans going to do?Sink the ships they own?Fat chance of that.The insurers wouldn't allow it.
It's time to turn back the clock and see what was done so successful 200 years ago to root out piracy.
CAN YOU LEARN WITH HISTORY????

THE END OF MIR. Y

I'm reading this book.
It's doing my head in.
I know it's fictional but it makes so much sense that i can't help thinking of it.
IT'S CURSED.

Citalopram

No mood stabilizers any more.
I've just finished because my nurse decided not to pick up the phone for the last 3 weeks.Not to phased, thou.
Should be interesting to see what's going to happen.
KEep you posted.
One thing's for sure.This lethargie is bound to stop...

Counter terrorism???

It's all about Pakistan...
Crazy fuckers.The hand of extremism is everywhere!!!And it's just about people.Not religion.

Hollistic treatment!!!

they stealing from the church to give to the hospitals...
Chaplain's???
uncool.
Being at an hospital is a quite disturbing situation and having a spiritual company there is a very strong point on the road to recovery.And same times to come into acceptance.
You take that away and i REALLY does become a place people hate.
Render unto Caesar the things which are Caesar’s, and unto God the things that are God’s!!!

wave function

The description of nature is essentially probabilistic. The probability of an event is related to the square of the amplitude of the wave function related to it.
In other words,forget empirical evidence as not all variants are known, and whatever is happening is just a consequence of actions taken before and just a action occurring in a precise moment.It does not mean it is the final outcome.
So, that leaves us clueless about all that is happening and is the soul basis of hope.
And i have tone loads of it!!!

lethargic

Nostalgic and all-round worthless...
Imagine in what state of mind am i!!!

these people make me sick

Welcome to North London

Day off and ransacked the closet looking for t-shirts.

perceptions

Have you ever notice that there are people out there that really seem small???
It's not that they are, in fact, small.They probably are as tall as the one next to them. The perception changes interelly if it is an heterosexual couple, thou, as if the woman is slightly taller, the man is imediatly seen as vertically challenged.
There are more examples.
I? will tell you...
BUT FIRST I'M GOING TO EAT, AS MY STOMACH IS ONE OF A GIANT

NOSEY

what to say about people that tend to think deodorant is perfume??
What's even worse, they want to share with the world that deodorant is the new Hugo Boss, even the cheapest one bought in pound stretcher...Still i suppose is better than bodily odour, right?
RIGHT???
RIGHT???

I predict a riot...

To all those braves souls and the courageous ones that could be out there, in the front line, showing that something can be done, i thank you.
I believe in this cause and in some many others that were being fought across London today.

TEMPTATION

A bite to sweeten my mouth...
I love you all, be you fairy's or witches.

Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?

vote old labour and pay for porn

Summer time

Spirited Away

This film is an adventure story, although the characters neither swing weapons around, nor use supernatural powers in battle. It is an adventure story, but its theme is not a confrontation between good and evil. It will be a story of a girl who was thrown into a world where both good and evil exist. She gets trained, learns about friendship and devotion, and survives by using her wisdom. She finds her way out, dodges, and comes back to her old daily life for the time being. However, it is not because evil was destroyed -- just as the world does not disappear, (evil does not disappear). It is because she gained the power to live. Today, the world has become ambigous; but even though it is ambiguous, the world is encroaching and trying to consume (everything). It is the main theme of this film to describe such a world clearly in the form of a fantasy.
Being enclosed, protected, and kept away (from dangers), children cannot help but enlarge their fragile egos in their daily lives where they feel their lives as something dim. Chihiro's skinny limbs and sullen face, which indicate she would not be amused so easily, are a symbol of that. Still, when reality becomes clear and she finds herself in a crisis, her adaptability and endurance will well up within her. She would find an existence in which she can bravely decide and act within herself.
Certainly, many people might simply panic and sink down to the ground. But such people would vanish or quickly be eaten in the situation Chihiro faced. Chihiro is a heroine, because of her power not to let herself be eaten up. She is a heroine, (but) not because she is beautiful or because she has a matchless heart. This is the merit of this film, and this is why it is a film for 10 year old girls.
A word has power. In the world into which Chihiro has wandered, to say a word out of one's mouth has a grave importance. At Yuya, which is ruled by Yu-baaba, if Chihiro says one word like "No" or "I wanna go home," the witch would quickly throw Chihiro out. She would have no choice but to keep aimlessly wandering until she vanishes, or is changed into a chicken to keep laying eggs until she is eaten. In turn, if Chihiro says "I will work here," even the witch cannot ignore her. Today, words are considered very lightly, as something like bubbles. It is just a reflection of reality being empty. It is still true that a word has power. It's just that the world is filled with empty and powerless words.
The act of depriving (a person) of one's name is not just changing how one (person) calls the other. It is a way to rule the other (person) completely. Sen becomes horrified when she realizes that she is losing the memory of her name, Chihiro. And every time she visits her parents at the pigsty, she becomes (more) accustomed to her parents as pigs. In the world of Yu-baaba, you should always live in the danger of being eaten up.
In this difficult world, Chihiro becomes lively. The sullen, listless character would have a surprisingly attractive expression in the end of the film. The essence of the world has not changed a bit. This film will persuade one of the fact that a word is one's will, oneself, and one's power.
It is also the reason why we make a fantasy that takes place in Japan. Even though it is a fairytale, I do not want make it a Western one in which we can find many ways out. This film will probably be looked at as one of those run-of-the-mill other-world stories. But I'd like you to consider is as a direct descendant of "Suzume no Oyado (Sparrows' House)" and "Nezumi no Goten (The Palace of Mice)" in the Japanese folktales. Although they did not use such a phrase as "parallel world," our ancestors have blundered at Sparrows' House or enjoyed a party at The Palace of Mice.
The reason why I made the world of Yu-baaba pseudo-Western is because it is a world filled with Japanese traditional designs, as well as to make it ambiguous whether it is a dream or reality. We just don't know how rich and unique our folk world - from stories, folklore, events, designs, gods to magic - is. Certainly, Kachikachi Yama and Momotaro have lost their power of persuasion. But it is poor imagination to put all the traditional things into a snug folk-like world. Children are losing their roots, being surrounded by high technology and cheap industrial goods. We have to tell them how rich a tradition we have.
By combining traditional designs with a modern story, and putting them in as pieces of colorful mosaic, (I think) the world in the film will have a fresh persuasion. At the same time, (we must) recognize again that we are inhabitants of this island country. 
In an era of no borders, people who do not have a place to stand will be treated unseriously. A place is the past and history. A person with no history, a people who have forgotten their past, will vanish like snow, or be turned into chickens to keep laying eggs until they are eaten.
I would like to make it a film in which 10 year old girls can find their true wishes. 

Hayao Miyazaki

NOW, ENJOY THE MOVIE CHRISTINA ...


http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-6911768548239675116

Silly???????????????????????

April fool's day and the 4 scourges of modern day humanity are converging in central London.
As someone once said :
FIST IN THE AIR IN THE LAND OF HYPOCRISY.

ride with the green one please

knock,knock,Knocking on the heavens door

Freezing my balls and hands off on a night bus to central London,because someone forgot to tell the emblematic black cab drivers that theres a recession out there and allthough any good londoner would say this is no longer our fair city but its countryside, £70 is as much of a rip off as the heating system off this croud carrier (they short of having chairs on the stairs and on the roof)that would make any train in India proud, i cant help but wonder if she wouldn't have disappointed me so,if i would have forgotten my house keys again,and thus enjoying the dear-in all senses of the word-company of TfL for the long 5hours i was exposed to its pungent smells,its excellent service and the happy and corteous people that,like me,have this peculliar privellege!Or was it only a bad day at the office?Either way,i wont let myself be upset!I've retrieved my keys,the russian next to me is goodlooking,i can write and i got the moral upperhand!Something real good is bound to happen soon enough!Right now i can only think about a hot meal and my bed...ok...and in you too!

zipadidoda

Did a good job today and am happy with it.
My back is killing me thou.
Small price to pay for contentment.

Smeels like teen spirit

tabula rasa???bahumba!!!

Beyond everything you can throw at me, i still stand against disdain.

Marching is not an option, is imperative in my nature. I do  question why,but choices are made and they are cognitive not at all spawned within a blank slate.So offering silly Pinker's arguments to retreat from what could,surely, be a perfect conjunction of bodies is not even close to "not good enough".

I wont begrudge you.

I WILL say that YOU have lost a perfect way to change your views on existence.

Walking on sunshine????

I am in a good place with myself right now.

Just hope it was not just because of a crush i had.

Because that one is goneeeeeeeeeeeee....

Back to the future

Bad dreams last night.

But in even in them i could envision what was going to happen.

It's like i can almost see the future.This thing about cause/effect is my ultimate religion.

God has no time to intervene as he chooses so.Otherwise His experience is not completed.

String theory is a certainty!!

no cereals

waking up and having no cereals...

not really the best way to start a day , is it?

HUNGRY AND ANGRY!!!!ITS ILLOGICAL

ops...i did it again

80's, 90's, 00's

I only go for the same type of women.

The ones that have problems and a helluva luggage so that i can save them and shape them up...

That,my friend, is why i was a drug addict and an alcoholic.

UNMANAGEABLY.

Will come

                             I know she's out there.

later on

I hate days like the one that i just had.
It's not that it was anything thing in particular about it, it was just that the moment i set foot out of home i was, inexplicably irritated.And so it went on.Obviously you open yourself to even worst outcomes as it becomes a snow ball.T finish the day then, my beloved is depressed and my uncle has past away.Wont really miss him as i didn't knew him to well but he is outlived by 5 dear cousins of mine that have lost their mother in August.Today was not a good day.
Crap
I FEEL LIKE A TOAD.
ALL IS UGLY AND SLIMY AND I CANT REALLY TALK AS I AM BLOATED WITH ANGER!!

The sunny Capital

BIG

I've got to apply myself a bit more...
Otherwise i wont get there.

ARRIVAL OF THE QUEEN OF SHEBA

It's driving me insane...

BUT SHE IS COMING BACK!!!LET THE FEAST BEGIN!!!

ATTENTION COMRADES

I know that expecting for other people to do their share is impossible.I command my own actions and not what surrounds me.

I wonder,though, how can one do his best if all around him do the very minimum?

How do you sell yourself to anybody when everybody pretends?Even with hard work proven, in loco, it's impossible (so it seems) to make a difference.Regardless of the position you are on you will have to live with the inaptbility of people that surround you.

So what would be the point to persist?

IT BOGGLES THE MIND!!!!

It makes you lose hope in people.

tinkerbell

The toothfairy is sick again...

Why persist with the pain?

Might as well be toothless.

Shoe throwing

3 years in jail, that is the sentence for a journalist that attacked Bush.

"Unfair" say the defense team because he was convicted of assault but the shoes never did hit Bush...

The fact is that the prison sentence was so hard because it was an assault towards a head of state.

Me, on the other hand, i am the president of my world.

And i would love you to throw your shoes at me.

WEIRD?

WELL, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!

Mass hysteria breaks out in Central America...

Fantastic article i just read at :

http://www.newscientist.com/article/dn16743-mass-hysteria-breaks-out-in-central-america.html?DCMP=OTC-rss&nsref=online-news

After carefully reading it i saw a comment about it...

Rather Unscientific!

Wed Mar 11 19:05:02 GMT 2009 by jim

on what basis do you rule out demonic interference???

YOU CAN MAKE THIS UP!!!

STILL, THE COMMENTER HAS A POINT

No lies

MOMENTO DE PRAZER E SAUDADE

UM POST DE UMA AMIGA NO FACEBOOK

what a great morning...preparing for the snow latter

ARE YOU HUNGRY???

i want one of those

Just came home.

spent a great day...